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Round Two:

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Thoughts and comments - 84 days are done

Well I know it's been a long while since I've posted on here. Unfortunately during the last couple of weeks of my 84 day challenge I ran into a difficult spot in my life and have been a bit of an emotional wreck. This consequently brought on emotional eating which is never a good thing.

Things are still tough at the moment and I'm going through what seems like one of the most challenging periods in my life to date. On the bright side I've managed to reign myself in once again. I'm still following Optifast, but I'm taking a more relaxed approach at the moment.

I feel bad that I haven't done a summary of my experiences, considering I blogged so reguarly for a majority of the 84 days.

Weight loss is simultaneously the easiest thing and hardest thing I have ever done in my life. At the end of the day it largely a numbers game - eat less calories than you expend during the day and you are pretty much guaranteed to lose weight. This is the simplicity behind the optifast diet - your calorie intake is so controlled that if you follow it you will lose weight. I say largely because obviously anyone who has ever tried to lose weight before will know of the perils of plateaus and those weeks where you do everything right only to not lose a single gram (or even gain). These are the kinds of moments you want to go screaming and eat a whole tub of icecream. I know it can be one of the most emotionally draining experiences for anyone who is trying to lose weight, but persist, it will come off. It may take time, but it will happen.

So why is losing weight the hardest thing I've ever done... well other than the dreaded plateau, there's life. Life gets in the way all the time. In my social group celebrating is surrounded by food, from birthday cake to dinner parties and Friday night wine. I love food. I love cooking, I love entertaining, I love anyone who cooks for me. When it comes to a restrictive diet like optifast, it's pretty darn hard to function like a normal person. There are situations where if someone cooks for me, I'm not going to say no to their beautiful pasta that they've put their heart and soul into cooking. Maybe I'm not as strong as other people, maybe I'm a realist. Whatever the case, I'm slowly coming to accept that I have to be ok with the fact that I will lose less weight if I eat more food.

Here I am, on the first day of Spring. Despite a minor hiccup in the weight loss journey, I've actually managed to lose more weight. I weighed in this morning at exactly 87kg. I'm so close to my mini-goal of losing 10kg that I can almost taste it. I think it's going to be even sweeter than that sticky date pudding I turned down 2 weeks ago.

I'm not going to be posting my daily intake, it's a bit onerous, as much as it helped to keep me on track at the start. Ultimately, if this is going to be a life change for me, I need to be able to eat without analysing each and every mouthful.

Here's hoping for another 84 days of success and (hopefully) another 8kg gone.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Ahhh, help!

Well I'm not sure what's going on with me at the moment, I just can't seem to stay focused and my eating habits have totally gone out the window. In the interests of full disclosure I'll put up what I've been eating. It's a bit of a mess and I can't figure it out. I've been feeling so good about myself, so why on earth would I want to go back to my previous weight?

Even more shocking is that I totally forgot today was my weigh in day. I'm not sure if it's a subconscious thing because I'm worried to see what the scales will say after a terrible week... or if it's legitimately because I was running late for work and forgot.


If anyone has any words of wisdom or advice I'd appreciate them. I'm determined not to let one bad week stop me in my tracks!

DAY SEVENTY-SIX

Food:

Breakfast: Optifast chocolate shake
Morning tea: apple
Lunch: Optifast chocolate shake
Afternoon: browns strawberry sundae no fat yoghurt (x 2) and an apple
Dinner: roast chicken, roast potatoes, asparagus and broccolini
Snack: choc coated almonds
Drinks: water, black tea, hilo milk

Exercise:

Zumba class - 1 hour.


DAY SEVENTY-SEVEN

AKA - Worst. Day. Ever.

Food:

Breakfast: Optifast chocolate shake
Morning tea: apple
Lunch: pizza and salad
Afternoon: Browns strawberry sundae yoghurt, two chocolate biscuits
Dinner: cauliflower croquettes and salad
Snack: choc-coated almonds and about 5 bacci chocolates.
Drinks: water, black tea, hilo milk

Exercise:

I had a really good session at the gym (over an hour doing my new program of weights and cardio). Unfortuantely that doesn't quite make up for the pizza and chocolate I ate.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Day Seventy-Five

DAY SEVENTY-FIVE

Hmm, so much for being back on the program! The allure of a cookie from a well-meaning co-worker was my undoing.

Food:

Breakfast: Optifast chocolate shake
Morning tea: Orange
Lunch: Optifast cappuccino bar
Afternoon: Browns strawberry sundae no fat yoghurt 200g (104 calories) and an apple
Dinner: 1 sanitarium soy burger and salad
Snack: evil chocolate cookie
Drinks: water, black tea, hilo milk


Exercise:

Took my parent's dog for a quick walk. I'm a bit naughty and skipped out on going to the gym in favour of dinner with my family.

Monday, August 16, 2010

Off the wagon

Whoops, after hitting the dreaded plateau and decided that I would "increase my calorie count slightly" I ended up falling off the wagon badly. I guess I met up with my hopes of increasing my calorie count but failed to take account of the ever important proviso of "slightly".

My weekend was somewhat of a perpetual pig-out... pad thai, tacos, sour cream, guacamole, wine.... I could go on but I won't, you get the general drift.

I think the thing that I'm most disappointed about and wary of is how easy it is to fall into those patterns of overeating. There was more than one occasion when I was physically stuffed but still ate more food because I love the taste.

It puts things back into perspective that this is going to be a life-long battle for me to overcome my food addiction. I need to consciously thing about and be aware of every single piece of food that I put into my mouth.

In better news, I'm back on plan today. It won't surprise me if I have a gain this week, but that's ok, I have no-one to blame but myself. I've also had a work-out program written up for me at my gym which is exciting. It has lots of weights and a variety of cardio, so hopefully that will give me more motivation to fit some more exercise in.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Day Seventy-One

DAY SEVENTY-ONE

After my low weight loss again this week, I thought I'd try eating a little bit different today to see if that's enough to encourage my body to drop some more kg's. I didn't follow the transitional phase exactly (I didn't have any fruit at work). However, I did have a dinner of approximately 300 calories and a diet yoghurt.

Food:

Breakfast: Optifast chocolate shake
Lunch: Optifast chocolate shake
Afternoon: Browns strawberry sundae no fat yoghurt 200g (104 calories)
Dinner: 2 sanitarium soy hot dogs (170 cals), leek and cabbage (cooked down together with some olive oil)
Snack: diet jelly
Drinks: water, black tea, hilo milk


Exercise:

I had an assessment at the gym today - which meant that I had to do some riding and other exercises.

Week 10 - Weigh In

Well I'm not sure what's going on this week, but I've had another slow one - a loss of 400g which brings me down to 87.6kg.

If I'm being completely honest with myself, I haven't been perfect food wise. You just need to look at my entries from Saturday and Tuesday night where I had chicken caesar salad (on both occasions) a piece of cake and a couple of glasses of wine. On the other hand I have had one of my best weeks on the exercise front.

While I'm not happy with my result, I'm not unhappy. I've done really well so far and we all know these things can't happen at lightening pace forever.

I'm very much in two minds about the situation and am worried that I may have hit the dreaded plateau which every dieter dreads! I'm considering whether I should go off the intensive phase for the next couple of weeks and onto transition. The overall effect is only a couple of hundred extra calories per day and it might just be the thing I need to kick-start my losses again. Plus it would mean I could eat some fruit... decisions decisions.

Day Seventy

DAY SEVENTY

Good on the food run today, but I was naughty and didn't go to the gym. In my defence my shin splints are playing up again, so I don't think it will hurt me to give them a rest.

Food:

Breakfast: Optifast chocolate shake
Lunch: Cauliflower and leek soup
Afternoon: Optifast chocolate shake
Dinner: salad, cabbage and leek
Drinks: water, tea


Exercise:

None.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Day Sixty-Nine

DAY SIXTY-NINE

Well things didn't go quite according to plan today. I had dinner at a friend's place so obviously I couldn't really control what I ate.

Food:

Breakfast: Optifast chocolate shake
Lunch: Optifast chocolate shake
Afternoon: Optifast cappuccino bar
Dinner: chicken Caesar salad and a piece of chocolate cake
Drinks: water, diet coke


Exercise:

I was meant to go to zumba but the class changed venues on me unfortunately! So I went for a walk instead.

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Day Sixty-Eight

DAY SIXTY-EIGHT

I could have done some more exercise today. But otherwise things were good today.

Food:

Breakfast: Optifast chocolate shake
Lunch: Optifast chocolate shake
Afternoon: Optifast chocolate shake
Dinner: cauliflower croquettes and cabbage
Evening: diet jelly
Drinks: water, tea

Exercise:

10 minutes on the exercise bike to warm up followed by 20 minutes on the cross trainer.

Monday, August 9, 2010

It's finally happened

Well it may have taken 9 weeks and 7.6kg, but I think people are actually noticing that I've lost some weight!

A group of us went out for dinner on Saturday night for a friend's Birthday. It was tough to say the least, I ate a chicken caesar salad and had a skinny cappuccino as my dessert while everyone else chowed down on fish & chips, chocolate tart and sticky date pudding. But it was all worth it because as we were leaving one of my friends commented on how good I was looking.

I was stoked to say the least, but it didn't end there!

I went for a walk with my best friend the next morning and she commented for the first time on how good I was looking (yay!). Apparently she had noticed but didn't want to say anything in front of her boyfriend in case I was embarrassed. She then went on to tell me that the night before (at dinner), when I went to the ladies, the whole table was chatting about me and how much weight I've lost!

I could pretend that I'm embarrassed by all of this, but that would be a lie. I weigh the least I have in over 10 years and I have to say, I'm feeling pretty good about myself. It's so wonderful to get some external feedback that it's not all in my head, I am actually looking good.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Day Sixty-Seven

DAY SIXTY-SEVEN

I went for a walk with a friend and had brekkie after. Things weren't perfect, but I did well in the circumstances.

Food:

Breakfast: Yoghurt with raspberries and nuts
Lunch: Optifast cappuccino bar
Afternoon: Optifast chocolate shake
Dinner: notatoes and veggie ratatouille
Evening: diet jelly
Drinks: water, tea, diet tonic water

Exercise:

Walking with a friend (1 hour), walking my parents' puppy (20 mins), walk to the shops to buy groceries (15 mins).

Day Sixty-Six

DAY SIXTY-SIX

Not 100%, not terrible. Damn life.

Food:

Breakfast: Optifast cappuccino bar
Lunch: Optifast chocolate shake, cabbage and onion
Dinner: chicken ceasar salad, 2 glasses of bubbles
Drinks: water, 2 skinny caps

Exercise:

1 hour at the gym - 30 minutes on the cross trainer, 30 minutes on the treadmill.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Day Sixty-Five

DAY SIXTY-FIVE

Friday, Friday, Friday... whatever will I do with you. I didn't put in my best efforts today, but I tried really hard in the given circumstances. I went straight from work to a function to help out my Mum which went until about 9pm. During the course of the function I was absolutely ravenous (having not eaten since noon) and ended up snacking on some of the food on offer.

While the food I ate wasn't Optifast friendly, I didn't eat much of it. I know that may not sound like much of a consolation but it was a big thing for me. In the past where I've been at an event with lots of finger food I would have totally gorged myself. Whereas here, I only had maybe 4 serves of finger food. Maybe I'm learning something after all...

Food:

Breakfast: Optifast chocolate shake
Lunch: Optifast cappuccino bar
Afternoon: A few rice crackers and wasabi peas
Dinner (at function): 1 arancini ball, 1 piece of mini bruschetta, 2 mini vegetarian pizzas
Evening: optifast chocolate bar and diet jelly (my stomach was growling!)
Drinks: water, 3 small glasses of wine

Exercise:

None, but I did have to run around lots helping out at the function.

Friday, August 6, 2010

Small victories

For anyone who is trying to lose weight, it's easy to get frustrated that things aren't happening quickly enough. You might be like me and have a few small losses (or even a gain) that makes you want to give up. There's nothing worse than working your butt off only to see negligible results on the scales. Unfortunately, at the end of the day our bodies are complicated things. We can do all the right things and still not get results.

Just remember, it is all worth it at the end. Losing weight is as much about the journey as it is about the destination, so take the time to recognise those little victories along the way.

As you can see from my ticker, I've lost almost 8kg to date. When I still have 13kg to go, it sometimes seems that those 8kg are insignificant. In reality, have you tried picking up 8kg? I may be a wussy girl, but seriously - ouch! I can't believe I've made my body carry that extra weight for so long.

In recognition of how far I've come, I popped out during my lunch break today and treated myself to something I have wanted for years. Skinny leg jeans. If you've read my blog you probably hear me go on about them constantly. It is one fashion item I have never been able to wear.



Yes they're still a size 16 from Country Road but goddammit, they fit me! I officially own my first pair of skinny legs ever (and I'm only about 3 years behind in the trend ;)).

Day Sixty-Four

DAY SIXTY-FOUR

Oh my god, 64 days are over. That means I only have 20 days left of my personal challenge! Ahhh!!! I can't believe how quickly this time has passed.

I had a really good day today. After my low loss last week I've decided to try and cut out caffeine (I've been drinking quite a bit of tea and coffee lately) to see if that helps me lose this weight.

Food:

Breakfast: Optifast chocolate shake
Lunch: Optifast cappuccino bar
Afternoon: Optifast chocolate shake
Dinner: Salad - lettuce, onion, tomato, avocado and olives
Drinks: water, herbal (caffeine free) tea

Exercise:

About 45 minutes at the gym. 22 minutes on the cross trainer, 12 minutes on the exercise bike and about 10 mins on the floor doing push-ups and medicine ball exercises.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Week 9 - Weigh in

I had a small loss this week - only 0.3kg, but that brings me down to 88kg even. I'm not sure if I should consider going off the intensive phase and onto the transitional stage for a while to try and shake my body up.

I think I'll just keep it up for the next week and put my all into behaving over this weekend. The scales are still moving down which is the most important thing.

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Day Sixty-Three

DAY SIXTY-THREE

I had another good day today. I think I need to work 7 days per week and not socalise, then I might actually manage to make it through a week without stuffing up!

On a positive note, since I've lost this little bit of weight I'm finding it much easier to exercise. In the past, Ive tried to jog but have really struggled with it. On the occasions when I did jog I struggled to jog more than a minute or two without slowing down. Add on to that the fact I've had shin splints in the past and I'm pretty much a walking disater.

However, this week I've decided to give jogging a go once again. I just love that I actually feel exhausted after I've done a bit of jogging! It's so easy to slack off at the gym, but when you're jogging on a treadmill at a set speed, there's nothing you can do but keep going. Having regard to my past track record, I'm taking it slowly to start off. The last thing I want to do is end up injured and have to stop exercising.

If you've ever wanted to get into running but didn't know where to start, make sure you check out the program on the Cool Running website. I've loosely been following this program when I go for jogs. I say loosely because I'm not doing the set 3 jobs per week, for the meantime I'm happy to have a varied work out schedule. But on the days I do jog, I like their interval system. For example, today I did a session like week 4, day 1 (although I only managed to make it to 2.5 mins at the end).

Food:

Breakfast: Optifast chocolate shake
Lunch: Optifast cappuccino bar and small bowl of cauli/leek soup
Afternoon: Optifast berry bar
Dinner: Cauliflower and leek soup
Drinks: water, black tea (light milk)

Exercise:

15 minutes on the exercise to warm up. 22 minutes on the treadmill - intervals of jogging / walking (3min jog, 90 sec walk, 5 min jog, 2.5 min walk, 3 min jog, 2.5 min walk, 2.5 min job, 2 min walking (cool down)).

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Day Sixty-Two

DAY SIXTY-TWO

Things were perfect today - I didn't feel hungry at all and ate what I was meant to. Why can't every day be like this?

Food:

Breakfast: Optifast chocolate shake
Lunch: Optifast cappuccino bar and small bowl of cauli/leek soup
Afternoon: Optifast chocolate shake
Dinner: Cauliflower and leek soup and a salad
Drinks: water, black tea (light milk)

Exercise:

I went to a Zumba class tonight - so that's another hour of booty shaking action for the week.

Day Sixty-One

DAY SIXTY-ONE

Well I'm well and truly on the home stretch now. 61 days down and over 7kg gone for good. I can't help but be happy with that. If you had told me only two months ago that if I put my head down and did some hard work I would lose 7kg and be fitting into so many more clothes, I'm not sure if I would have believed you.

If anyone else out there is thinking about embarking on this journey - do it now! What's holding you back from starting?!? Seriously, we can always find an excuse to put off losing weight, but the sooner you start, the sooner it will be gone.

Things were good today - both on the food and exercise front. Hopefully this will make up for the cake and other lovely sweet food I ate over the weekend.

Food:

Breakfast: Optifast chocolate shake
Lunch: Optifast cappuccino bar and veggies
Afternoon: Optifast chocolate shake
Dinner: Vegetable stir fry
Drinks: water, black tea (light milk)

Exercise:

40 mins at the gym - 22 mins on the cross trainer (mainly on level 10), 18 minutes on the treadmill (mainly walking at between 6 and 6.5km/hr, with a 5 min jog in the middle - 8.5km/hr).

Monday, August 2, 2010

Inspiration - jeans (yet again)

Ahhh Bettina Liano... you are a brand I have admired from afar for many years. My skinny friends have always paraded around with your little yellow label sticking out - taunting me and my inability to fit into you.

Well what can I say, in the words of Bob Dylan - the times, they are a changing. That's right, I can fit into BL jeans!


I may have mentioned this before, but I'm a typical pear shape and most definitely have a little bit of "junk in my trunk". Bettina Liano has decided to crack into this market with their new range of "curvy fit" jeans.

Well I have to admit, I'm impressed. They are a gorgeous dark indigo colour and actually fit me! I am so stoked that I can wear BL jeans.

Now I'm yet to buy a pair, seeing as I'm still losing weight I can't really justify spending $250 on jeans just yet. However, I think a pair of these babies will officially be my reward when I reach 80kgs.

Day Sixty

DAY SIXTY

Ugh, family events. What is it about these occasions that makes me want to gorge myself to death... I'll blame it on all the hard to handle aunties

Food:

Breakfast: Optifast chocolate shake
Lunch: Optifast cappuccino bar and salad
Afternoon: bad bad food - cake, slices and almonds
Dinner: Optifast chocolate shake
Drinks: water, skinny cappuccino

Exercise:

1 hour at the gym - exercise bike, cross trainer and floor exercises.

Day Fifty-Nine

DAY FIFTY-NINE

Another day done and dusted.

Food:

Breakfast: Optifast chocolate shake
Lunch: vegetable frittata and salad
Afternoon: Optifast cappuccino bar
Dinner: cauliflower and leek soup, cabbage
Drinks: water, skinny cappuccino


Exercise:

Went shopping... lots of walking counts, right?